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As I lay here my body aches for your nearness. I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine.Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace. To taste your kisses. I'm yearning for the feel of your body covering mine. Wanting me as I am wanting you, needing you.
And now longing for meeting you again... my dear self-confident, intelligent, inspiring, pretty, teasing, sweet, erotic, amazing, pleasant, cute, pure, natural, sensual, exciting, nice, seductive, hot, dazzling, gorgeous, lovely, sexy, refreshing, charming, beautiful, tender, playful, gentle, magnificent, stunning, delightful, wonderful man...
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FALLING IN LOVE
Sitting on my bed and dreaming, I send my thoughts up to the sky, hoping they would fly to you and tell how much I care.
But the lovely sun is setting and the wind just stopped blowing. My imaginary birds return to my room without even having met you.
Another lonely night. Missing you and waiting. I will be dreaming of the colour of your eyes, hoping that one day,
you will be here, close to me, and whispering the same words into my ear that I have found in my heart some days ago: I love you !
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MISSING YOU
The moon is shining through the dark window and I wish it could be your beautiful eyes looking at me instead of this sad and cold night light.
Beloved you, I wish to breathe the scent of your skin, to feel the tender touch of your fingertips and to caress your smiling face.
I miss the silent beating of your loving heart and the words you used to whisper in my ear. If just there could be one little kiss of you,
flying through the lonely night, I would catch it and hold it close to my heart all through the hours and keep it warm until sunrise.
I love and terribly miss you. When can we be together again? Please tell me...
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SONG OF SILENCE - LIGHT OF THE SHADOWS (copyright Sabine Wirth, 2004)
The last sunrays glanced softly through the green leaves of the tall trees, while darkness already extended its huge wings all over the country.
The sunset was creating a wonderful sea of colours, and daylight tenderly touched the mountains on the horizon for the last time.
The mystery of this warm summer evening covered the world. A silent song of a little bird captured my lonely thoughts and took them far away.
I felt safe, sitting here on the moist grass, deep feelings were awakening in my soul.
I lifted my eyes up to the sky, supposing that up there I could find the reason for my sudden inner freedom:
A few clouds, travelling like sheep over an amazing meadow, and hundreds of little lovely stars - both seemed to be so close now, so familiar and close.
I felt like as if one of those beautiful lights of this night was calling me...
Without being conscious of what I actually did, my soul was leaving the body and began to fly with imaginary angel wings towards the magical star.
I knew that I must have been missing this sparkling thing for all my life, because suddenly, my tears were gone ! Eyes closed, thoughts circling,
I was approaching always faster to the light which became brighter, more intense and touching with every moment.
Some cool, crystal clear water drops refreshed my all churned up heart, and I felt that something important would be happening very soon.
All at once, speed slowed down to zero, because I had arrived. It was an amazing comfortable and soft place where I landed.
Slowly, I opened my sleepy, heavy eyes, and nearly went blind by the immense abundance of colours, the presence of this most brightest light I have ever seen before:
Perfect harmony and a wonderful life force seemed to have created this paradise up here. I was sure that this must be home, safe, amazing, peaceful.
But still did I not know yet, where exactly I have come to, so I decided to take some time to understand by looking closer and analysing this enchanting area.
Lights and colours, stars and suns were born before my eyes, all changing, all pure love and beauty.
And it took me seven nights and days to see what this place actually was, tears of happiness covered my face, when finally this thought run through my whole soul and body:
Your voice was calling and magnetising me. It was you that opened the door to your magic heart, the starlight of love guided me on the way to your soul.
Now we can be two in one. Limitless. Happy. Giving and taking. Caring for each other.
I love you. Thank you for letting me see inside you.
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Can’t think of anything else than of you tonight
I am dreaming that you soon will be with me again
Let your breathe travel on my skin, so natural and true
Make me dizzy again and dive with me into the sea of emotions
Get crazy and let yourself being guided
To then show me afterwards what your dreams are
Wanna touch and feel you ‘cause it feels amazing
Show me again where butterflies fly and let me forget the world
Wanna see you again through the moonlight as I did last Friday night
Lie there on your bed, looking at you and dreaming
and realizing and enjoying what’s happening with us
In endless sensuality snuggle up to each other in darkness
Undescribable, incomparable what I feel when being with you
Know that you're not having much time
But whenever there's a chance and your will, please let me know
As I need to light up this fantastic fire soon again to continue this perfect dream !
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Heaven is the wonderful knowledge of perfection and unlimited love.
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YOU
I like to think of you, to understand your way of looking at life and I like to spend my time with you.
I like to look at you, handsome angel, smell the amazing perfume of your skin. Listen to your nice and funny words, I love your voice’ s sound.
Kissing you and feeling your tender lips close to mind is heaven.
Your shoulders, hugging you, both mean so much safety and strength.
You’ re always there to hold me and stand behind my back to help, dear friend, your hand guides me through all situations, power and care at the same time.
The enchanting beat of your heart, I would like to build a little castle inside of it and live there as your princess. I feel so deep and true, my soulmate.
My inner feeling tells me that I chose right, I found in you what I was looking for so long.
And I am very proud to be a woman, with you I feel like a pearl, fragile and prescious. My whole body shivers being close to you.
It’ s you my sparkling starlight through the cold and moist night. I really care for you. Sorry for being so honest. But I feel home. In your heart.
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L I F E I S A N I L L U S I O N (copyright Richard Bach)
but living and following my most colourful d r e a m s I will find reality, love and happiness. I will recognise my real destiny by its improbability...
And one day, I will see that space and time are not what I thought. When leaving this level of consciousness, travelling to another dimension, m
y real soul will bring all my wisdom, love and fantasies to "somewhere", where they are not lost, where they are safe and protected until later...
Until later... when I will choose another space-time to continue my learning and to share my happiness with other beautiful hearts and minds.
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BEING HURT DOES HURT
There is an island, far away. Peace and harmony are its guardian angels, millions of butterflies, flowers and sparkling stars are all around.
Truth, independence, freedom and loving, natural friendship everywhere. An amazing, colourful place that is made for myself.
But if you feel like being the one to share this harmonious paradise with me all through space and time, this would make me very happy.
But only if this is your honest wish this time. You cut my heart, I first need to learn to forgive and trust in you again.
I need time to heal and forget all those hurting tears. But I hope it will work out. Some day.
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CONFESSION
I am very honest if I admit now that NEVER BEFORE in my life anybody made me feel the way you did. You looked at me - and I was yours.
Every time your hand just touches me softly, I am melting, being close to you feels safe, but dangerous as well:
A warm cradle with caress and love, but on the other hand a volcano very close to erupt the very next second.
There is no such thing on earth more enchanting, surprising, crazy or interesting, than being kissed and hugged by you.
I could hardly stand on my feet, when you said goodbye a few minutes ago. I am sitting here, and I don’ t know what to feel.
It’ s like falling again, deeper and deeper, so special, so true, so intense, but so strange.
I would give a lot in exchange to know what’ s in your mind right now, and also during the last few weeks.
I will spend the coming days to prepare myself for you, to care for myself, try to understand and love, and laugh over myself.
Write and express the things flying through my heart and mind. I am looking forward to meet you soon again.
If it would be possible, I would like to hold you close to me and never let you go again.
But both of us need an extra portion of freedom and independence, so I won’ t ever do that.
On the other hand, we both had a rather difficult youth, strange feelings and situations we had to deal with all through this years, and now,
we found somebody that seems to be quite equal ... maybe this is the reason for all this intense attraction and feelings.
I hope that together we will learn to be one, each one of us for himself,
but also two, a team, trying to practise giving and taking, caring, learning, sharing, listening, settling down.
Live our dreams, follow them, each one on is special way, and from time to time, come together again and let joy, love and our bodies talk.
Flying to perfection and heaven. You and me. Infinity. I love you, and I miss you already now.
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Maybe it sounds stupid.
Maybe it’ s not the right place, not the right time at all.
Maybe you won’ t understand now.
But you have to know that, with all of my heart, body and spirit, with all I have got right now, I truly think
I’ m in love with you. And I hope that we will have the chance to find out if these my feeling are real or not.
But most often time will kill them, and I fear that this will happen to you a second time,
but I hope to let them grow and keep them alive as long as I can by keeping in touch with you.
Please don’ t forget me. I fear having to see, one day, that all my dreams were just a illusion like a movie playing in a cheap theatre.
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HAPPINESS
It is night. I am cold. Thoughts are running through my tired mind. I run to the window and open it. Breathe the fresh air outside...
I look up to the sky where just next to the pale moon a wonderful and bright star is shining.
Its magic light touches me and tells me that tomorrow will be the most special day in lifetime. And I am happy.
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